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you.im all that.<br />i wanna be your hero.your savior.your salvation.your nest that you come to.i wanna be good.i know,there's still a lot of devils inside me thats haunting me.i dont know why im so insecure,nor irrational.i know the complications that lie ahead,but why must i be in denial and deny it?why must things be uncertain but still have hope?have we lost all hope?and whats my name again?<br />i dont want you to remember my name,and associate me with the bastard that i am.<br />im wish i could drive this car ever so fast,and crash it,just me alone,so u can forget the existence of me.i wish i could turn this car around while were driving.and im sorry.<div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div><p class="blogger-labels">Labels: <a rel='tag' href="http://prick-me.blogspot.com/search/label/chheeeebye">chheeeebye</a>, <a rel='tag' href="http://prick-me.blogspot.com/search/label/decipher%20this%20shit%20in%205%20words%20or%20less">decipher this shit in 5 words or less</a>, <a rel='tag' href="http://prick-me.blogspot.com/search/label/rainy%20days">rainy days</a></p><br> <br> <i>6:26 AM</i> <p align=right><Font Style="color: #e9082e; border-bottom: 1px dashed #d0d0d0; letter-spacing:3;"><strike> okeh iv done crapping x)</strike></Font></p> <div class="header1"> </div> <br> <div style="clear:both;"></div>i dont know whats wrong with me lately<br />things move so fast sometimes i wish i could just pause and take a breath for a moment or two<br />i dont know where will we be going<br />nor whats going to happen<br />will things end up in oblivion<br />or things stay as they should?<br />i left my past behind and all its contents<br />all the memories i threw away like a slew of a thousand unspoken lies<br />this dark heart of mine keeps saying come closer and closer<br />whilst my mind keeps saying move further and further<br />i dont know why or even why should i find<br />all the things i should..or should i?<br />or why do i even bother to anyway?<br />to satisfy my everlasting thirst for lust?for anger?for satisfaction?for easy of mind?<br />does it really add up?<br />maybe..maybe not<br />i dont know.<br />im not sure why im unsure,usually i do know<br />im scared that the signs were there all along,and obvius.so obvious that it literally morphs in shapes and sounds all around me<br />its scary and at the same time grueling.<br />i cant recall the past anymore,somehow the past just flew away like a paper plane threw at random.<br />for whats its worth,this uncertainty of mine can only be dealt by me.sad aint it?<div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div><p class="blogger-labels">Labels: <a rel='tag' href="http://prick-me.blogspot.com/search/label/crap">crap</a></p><br> <br> <i>6:15 AM</i> <p align=right><Font Style="color: #e9082e; border-bottom: 1px dashed #d0d0d0; letter-spacing:3;"><strike> okeh iv done crapping x)</strike></Font></p> </div></div> <div id="main3" style="position: absolute; border:0; right:855; top:185; 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,shoppin..hey im no farkin sissy aite!!i loike 2 make ppl laugh.like photography.iv got one hellova gal.she's my sugarcandypop & my only one.♥ her to the end.i also have a few whack uncles,a pair of laid back daddy and mummy that makes any kid jump for joy,a whole lot of kecoh frenz,a superbrother and a villain sis.and oh yeah my atok is stil kickin it old skool.since i noe of,i write poems,a lil music( i try) and i aim to write a book when im old.a love story or a memoir of myself.who knows.YEAH I WRITE POETRY,SO THOSE OKU'S PLEASE STOP COCKING K??<br><br> So get this,what i feature is real life shit.I aint posting rants that sounds rad just to gain controversy.its real stuff and it really happens.im just telling it like it is.for some plastics,they like to keep things bombastic yet i,keep it real<br><br> this blog is updated not on a daily basis btw.so dont get your hopes up or bugging me eh brader nape tak update?!?.eh buzz off lah aku takde mende nak mepek tau tak.so yeah i 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